NEW SERIES CHARTS THE HIGHS AND LOWS OF LIFE AT A BUSY NURSING CAMPUS
Rachel cares for patients .. and her paralysed fianceBy Paul English
WHEN Rachel Kennedy set out to become a nurse, she did so in the belief that she would help others.
But
when her fiance Sandy Macleod crushed his spinal cord in a car crash
two years ago, the student realised caring for others wouldn't stop at
the end of her shift.
Sandy would never walk again after being paralysed from the waist down, his back broken. But his future wife's hope wasn't.
Rachel
is that rarest of breeds - the eternal optimist who can see light in
even the darkest times. She won't have her life turned into a tragedy,
no matter how cruel a twist it has taken.
Rachel
is just one of a group of nurses featured in BBC Scotland's two-part
observational documentary, Nursing a Dream, filmed on the Isle of Lewis.
Manchester-born
Rachel is now a qualified nurse and works on the island she calls home.
But two years ago the future didn't look so certain.
Sitting
at home, Rachel is candid about the hand life's dealt her and her
partner, but she refuses to dwell on past events and actually thinks
she and Sandy are the lucky ones.
She said: "I think we are both very fortunate. It could have been a heck of a lot worse.
"Our lives were turned upside down, and we would have been married by now, both of us with good jobs.
"I would have been qualified now for a year instead of six months. But what's happened has happened.
"Sandy
is still the same person and as much as things might not be what they
were, well, I appreciate things a lot more now than I used to.
"I don't feel bitter. It actually makes me feel fortunate. Everything happens for a reason."
The pair were just 21 when their world was turned upside down.
Sandy was in a car with four others when it left the road. Fortunately, no one was killed in the crash.
"They were very lucky," said Rachel. "It was a very serious crash, very traumatic. Sandy came out the worst.
"He
broke his back. We never thought anything of it at first and I was
threatening to break both his legs I was so angry with him. But little
did we know it was a spinal injury too."
Once doctors discovered the extent of Sandy's injury, the truth began to dawn on Rachel.
"It was a bombshell, it was ironic some people would say. It was life-changing, totally unexpected, such a difficult time."
The
pair spent almost a year in Glasgow as Sandy was given intensive
treatment in the city's spinal unit at the Southern General Hospital.
"We
got specialised training, but that was really hard, trying to adapt and
do things without the use of his legs," recalls Rachel. "But I didn't
feel bitter, I was just in total shock, and realised how unfair it was
for him.
"That's when I realised I didn't
want to go back and do my final year which would have taken me away
from Sandy. My heart and soul just wasn't in it.
"But
once I started to see the nurses working, I realised I was starting to
get envious. I wanted get back among them all and get my hands dirty.
"It motivated me to get back and finish my course. Now I realise that Sandy's accident was a significant part of my training.
"I
learned a lot through personal experience. We had bad experiences and
good experiences when we were away. Being on the receiving end of
things made me appreciate it more. I also realised what made a good
nurse and what made a bad one."
Having gained her qualification, Rachel's life is back on track, as is Sandy's.
He helps on the family mussel farm in a clerical capacity, and the pair are planning to get married next year.
Rachel said: "He's really independent. He can get in and out of a car, he showers himself and dresses himself."
Earlier
this year Rachel's professional and personal endeavours were rewarded
when she was awarded the University of Stirling's R. G. Bomont Award
for Recognition of Clinical Excellence.
She said: "I was a bit overwhelmed to be honest. I didn't feel like I deserved it. I was shocked, but delighted."
The
BBC programme Nursing a Dream tracks the fate of the students of %
Stirling University's Western Isles nursing campus for a year.
For
some, this is a life-long dream come true but for others, the reality
of what the job entails proves a bitter pill to swallow.
However, for Rachel, it's been something she's always wanted to do.
Growing
up in Manchester and moving to the islands in her early teens, she
realised she wanted to devote her life to helping others after her nan
developed heart problem and her aunt died from MS before her 40th
birthday.
"I think I just wanted to give
something back on their behalf after what the nurses had done for
them," she said. "When I left school I was fortunate enough to know
that's what I wanted to do.
"And I was very lucky that I could do the course on the island itself too, because I thought I was going to have to go away."
But
Rachel is glad she stayed, and reckons - despite the limitations
imposed by geography - she can devote more time to her patients.
She
said: "It feels quite homely. I worked on the mainland in Inverness as
part of my course, and as much as it's bigger and more specialised, it
doesn't seem as friendly as a local hospital. You don't get to know the
patients the same.
"I think we have more time for them here. It's a better standard of care."
But it wasn't a case of access all areas when the Beeb rolled in with their cameras.
"There are confidentiality issues and I think a lot of people didn't want to be filmed," Rachel said.
Nursing A Dream is on BBC2 Scotland, Monday, 9pm
Note: The University of Stirling’s Department of Nursing and Midwifery
is to star in a two-part documentary to be screened on the 16th and 23rd of April at 9.00pm on BBC Two Scotland.