BY STEVE ROGERS
Whatever anyone thinks of him or his situation, Josh Howard says, never call him a quitter.
Howard,
22, of Byhalia, Miss., has been paralyzed since crashing his sprint car
at Little Rock’s I-30 Speedway on Oct. 25.
Though still
considered a quadriplegic, Howard said he continues to see improvement
through a daily regimen of Physical Therapy.
“Every week
I see improvement,” he said. “My arms are getting stronger.
My fingers are twitching more, and we’re seeing more movement in
my legs.
“ It’s a slow process. But I’m not
going to quit. I’m going to keep working at it, trying to get to
a little stronger every day.”
A benefit for Howard is
slated for today in Olive Branch, Miss., where he worked as a
firefighter before the accident. Another is scheduled for Wednesday at
the Pit Stop Grill adjacent to I-30 Speedway.
Howard was
competing in a qualifying race for the O’Reilly Short Track
Nationals when the accident occurred. His sprinter flipped over the
turn-two embankment, bounced high into the air and landed on an entry
road to the racetrack.
“I hooked a rut and [the car ]
bicycled,” Howard said, using a sprint car term referring to the
car bouncing onto two wheels. “I turned to the right, trying to
correct it and I went over the turn. Air got under the wing and that
caused the car to get so high into the air. Then it slammed back onto
the ground.”
That final hit was destructive, although it
did not appear to be serious to onlookers. Howard’s sprinter
landed upright on the frame rails, hitting so hard that it packed dirt
underneath his seat.
Howard, who said he never lost
consciousness, said his experience as a firefighter helped him realize
right away the seriousness of the situation.
“I never
felt it. I hit the ground and never felt any pain,” he said.
“I said to myself, ‘All right. It’s time to get out
of here.’”
But his body did not respond to his mental commands.
“I looked down, and my arms were folded across my lap. Just
laying there, limp,” Howard said. “From what I had learned
as a fireman, I knew what had happened.”
Tests at Baptist Medical Center in Little Rock confirmed his fears: a fractured C 4 vertebra and a shattered C 5.
He
spent nearly a month at Baptist Medical Center before transferring to
the Shepherd Center in Atlanta, which specializes in spinal cord injury
Rehabilitation. Counting a bout with pneumonia, he was hospitalized for
all but 10 days from Oct. 25 until the middle of February.
“It was so nice to finally get home,” he said.
“I’ve spent a lot of time just trying to get over the
sickness. I just got my [Tracheostomy tube ] removed about two weeks
ago.”
Howard’s condition has already improved beyond the point that was originally predicted.
“When I first got to Shepherd, all I could move was my
eyes,” he said. “They told me that I would never use
anything [below ] my shoulders. My therapist tells me you can never
tell how these things will work out. But I know there is a lot more
hope now than before.
“ Every spinal cord injury is
different. Every body is different. Ninety percent of this game is your
mind-set. You can’t let yourself get down.”
The
recovery process is extremely costly. Wednesday’s benefit was
organized by fellow sprint car driver Tim Crawley of Mabelvale and will
be attended by many drivers from I-30 Speedway, where Howard narrowly
missed winning a track championship in 2006.
Crawley will serve
as auctioneer at the event, selling various items, including several
pieces of racing memorabilia donated by local and national drivers.
“It’s really amazing how the racing community sticks
together when something happens,” Howard said. “You can be
sticking a wheel into a guy one week and they’re helping you the
next week when things go bad.
“ I’ve watched Tim
Crawley race from the first time I remember going to the racetrack. It
means a lot to me what he and everyone at I-30 and everyone over there
are doing.”
Wednesday’s event begins at 6: 30 p. m.
Donations can also be made by calling I-30 Speedway at (501 ) 455-4567
or by mailing checks or money orders to Joshua Howard Benefit Fund,
14530 Denham, Byhalia, Miss., 38611.