Bill Vilona - pnj.com
Three years have passed since Tara Blackwell had her life altered in a split-second of tragedy.
She
has clung to hope. She has been fueled by hope. Now, for the first time
since her paralyzing injury, Blackwell is ready to turn hope into a
dramatic progression.
Blackwell,
23, a Pine Forest High graduate and former standout softball player at
Troy University, is preparing to travel to Germany on Aug. 9 for the
first phase of a stem-cell procedure that could enable her to regain
movement.
"I have
to take this step,'' said Blackwell, after another day of therapy at
her Pensacola home. "I had to make a move or I will go crazy.
"After
all this time of working hard, and pushing myself, and trying to get a
procedure done, then being disappointed, this is actually going to
happen. I'm going. I'm having it done.
"Regardless of the results, I know in my heart that I've taken the first step. I'll know in my heart I've done all I can."
To
help finance the enomorous costs, Blackwell's family, friends and total
strangers have pitched in. The fourth "Tarafest'' will be Saturday at
the MySpayce Event Center on Garden Street.
The
event, open to the public, begins at 2 p.m., and will include food,
beverages, live music from various bands, a raffle and silent auction.
One
of the guests will be Sam Slusak, 19, a former high school gymnast in
New Port Richey, who suffered a similar spinal cord injury three years
ago. Like Blackwell, she has been confined to a wheelchair and unable
to move.
The two
met recently at Baltimore's Kennedy Krieger Institute, one of the
nation's top research and rehab facilities for spinal cord injuries.
"We're
thrilled Sam is going to be with us,'' said Patsy Blackwell, Tara's
mother. "She helped us learn about the (XCell) center in Germany. This
has meant so much to Tara. She needed this. She needed something to let
her know all this hard work can lead to a positive result.''
Slusak,
whose injuries left her in worse shape than Blackwell, went to the
XCell-Center in Cologne, Germany for the first phase of the stem cell
procedure. Her surgery went well.
It enabled her to breathe without a Ventilator and regain movement in her shoulders and back.
The
hope is Blackwell, who can breathe on her own and has been able to work
out, will advance even further from the procedure. Stem cells harvested
from bone marrow in her hip will be injected into her spinal cord.
"There's
no risk involved at all," Blackwell said. "If all goes well, best case,
I will be able to move my hands again, or possibly accelerate arm
control. And then I will be able to continue going back and having more
stem cell procedures.
"My
biggest dream is that I will be able to get out of this (wheel)chair. I
want to get out of this chair. That is my determination.''
Since
her accident, April 9, 2005, while performing a back flip during a
practice between Troy softball games at Belmont University, Blackwell
has relied on resolve and her athletic grit to push through depressing
times.
"All of the
traits you gain from being an athlete have probably kept me going,"
Blackwell said. "I have just transferred them. It's just a different
ballgame now.
"But I feel like I have not given up. I truly believe anything is posible if you work for it.''
Blackwell
works hard, going through exhaustive therapy to stay in shape and keep
the muscles she can feel from inactivity. But she can not grasp
anything with her hands and requires help to perform daily needs.
The
trip to Germany will not be covered by her medical insurance since the
procedure is not available in the U.S. It has increased the need for
private donors to help.
Blackwell
is grateful for her close friend, Rachel Byers, along with two cousins,
Brandi Parkerson and Cindie Corey, plus other family and friends who
organize events like Tarafest.
She
is also grateful for the way Pensacola residents have supported her.
She thanks Legacy Event Design and Bikes Plus, who helped sponsor
Tarafest.
"I am
truly blessed," Blackwell said. "Believe me, I realize how fortunate I
am to be able to get therapy, to be able to go to Baltimore, to be able
to go to Germany and have this procedure done. I realize so many others
in my condition are not able to do this.''